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2010-03-24T04:16:00.000-07:00

SHIFT.
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2010-03-24T01:06:00.000-07:00

oh yeah quite some time never update lers
ok recently hp breakdown, sent for repair.
and also was quite busy with the recent orientation camps and stuffs.
so did not update and stuffs ._.

soon my holidays will be over, and i realise i hardly had any real fun outing
mostly was work, normal outings and stuffs.
crap, i want to really enjoy myself before school starts!
so people, do jio me out whenever you are free huh!
and glorious, i also hopes that we can go out too! [:
though i was hoping a chatlet, hahaha

sunday going sentosa with the amk peeps.
hope it will turn out to be a fun one~ seriously.
and just knew alot stuffs from sebastian, im speechless.

should i turn my back and walk away?

2010-03-06T05:44:00.000-08:00

NORTH DISTRICT CHAMPION AND 1ST RUNNER UP IN NATIONAL!

yeaps, thats what evg manage to get.
was happy for them yeahs [:

alrights, was standing whole day under the sun with court shoes ._.
already sun burnt, like hell -.-
super red and pain lurhs my face.
and leg is aching like hell too.
but im great with safety!
during the parade, all the cadets started falling out one by one, so was rather busy awhile.
whole day event, plus slept at 345 today morning and woke up at 515, it turn me into a living zombie-.-
my legs were wobbly, my brain could not function, I totally blur and cnt think of anything!
crap.

P/S: learnt something today, and led to some disappointment. it was rather sad, I think, but yet they cnt understand. haiz

2010-03-04T09:13:00.000-08:00

go HQ, but there wasnt enough time to pack finish the first aid items before my job training.
thus, roy no choice have to skip school just to help me-.-
yeah, im kinda of speechless.
but he said "thats what friends are for"
yeah, true.

cab to the same building again, but to attend some training on cameras.
i think I will be promoting cameras on the IT fair? if not mp3 lors ._.
but whatever the case is, its rather a big challenge.
IT fair will be 11-14march.
so everyone can go there and have a look [:

after that lunch with hh roy carina.
went back to HQ to double check everything before going off to work.

at work him ask her for number, but she didnt expect to hurt another girl, because she like him.
oh crap.

on bus to work there's aunty arguing really fierce.
on bus back there is a girl flirting with the bus driver, again [i saw them two times already]
now this people have move targets to bus uncle uh, woah.

2010-03-03T09:06:00.000-08:00

morning slack at rp, den go school training.
after that work.
after work received alot messages.
bp said that he could not come to help me tomorrow.
sms the rest to ask if they're still coming.
ALL answered no.
yeah, how late it was when I sms them.
if I didnt sms them, tomorrow morning it will be a shock for me.
msg jing ni ma'am say I will be the only one going,
and yeah she replied back with a weird tone like what-happen-to-your-friends?
oh whatever.

2010-03-02T07:36:00.000-08:00

went down to training again with the peeps again.
well, this sat is the day.
so jiayou! [:

after that went to ion with cy to accompany her to buy her jacket.
it happened that outlet dun have the sale, so cy bought it at $129 ._.
anyway she rich kid lurhs, hahaha
after that went for NFDC briefing.
and I was posted as safety ic [:
was rather fine with it, I think.

this week gona be a busy week.

***
I just realise, it was beautiful.
but when will it appear in my life?

2010-03-01T21:28:00.000-08:00

went to buy my adidas jacket with cy yesterday.
at first we went to ion, but to find that she could not find her shoes she want, and the jacket I want wasnt there too ._.
so we decided to go city link outlet to find, but went there and the shop was under renovation -.-
it was totally crap lurhs.
had dinner at just asia at marina square.
den travel back to junction8, hoping that there have the stuffs we wanted.
oh yay! there indeed have, and they are having a sale right now!
30% off! so I saved around 40bucks, cool uh.
cy wanted to buy a jacket too, but junction8 dun have the colour she want.
so today we're going to ion again to buy the jacket she want before going to HQ briefing.
mphosis is having a sale too!
bought some stuffs there with cy, so in totally I save about 80-90bucks!
cool.

2010-02-26T09:01:00.000-08:00

another 10hours plus or so I will be at flag day!

went down to HQ today, last min.
actually wanted to buy my jacket with cy today at ion, but was cancelled last min because they need more people to help for preparation tomorrow flag day.
went down, and find out the school I sent to, commonwealth sec actually had the most tins of 800plus! [well thats why roy claims]
oh well people, tomorrow we will be all over spore, do generously alrights!
hahaha. and went off early to work.
but because it was raining, fran's bf give me a lift to novena mrt.
thanks uh! [:

and crap, hp was low batt.
so sorry to those im supposed sms to but didnt reply till late night :x
promise to charge full later!
hahaha.

celeste has the kbox thing, lets go kbox someday with the rest alrights! [:

P/S: sorted out thinking, like finally ._.

2010-02-23T08:41:00.000-08:00

15/08/2008

this will be the last date, hope so.

***
why does everything have to happen within a day?
i feel like running away.

2010-02-23T04:49:00.000-08:00

oh great, I hate my life.
though I kinda expects this, but the feelings still isnt that good.
just a sorry wun cure everything.
yeah, everything is just a lie.
how terrible life is

and please, this post is not for you. so do not be so sensitive about it.

2010-02-21T18:09:00.000-08:00

long time never post!

hahas, recently was pretty tired lurhs.
ok lets start from sat.
sat went for the dance practice at RI.
well, I join roy's team, together with the rest, except bp join clive's team.
ooh well, I think go there like waste time.
because reach there at 9plus, but roy's team only started learning at 2plus.
and only learn for few mins?
and it was pretty hot too. argh ._.
and cy proudly say something during lunch, which is "i have things that guys dun have!"
like what de.

after that went to celeste house to gamble!
hahaha I dunno why my luck so good ._.
i think I won alot of money, from just a $1 bet.
sorry roy, that you lose alot of money ._.
it was very fun lurhs!
after that grace taught me majong.
but im still very blur on it, haiyo.
hahas and thanks celeste's parents for the dinner!
though celeste was a pretty bad host lurhs, forget amir can only take halal food, and xin yuan is vegetarian. tsktsk.
but nevertheless, it was a fun outing!
so sad only cny can have this type of outing.

sunday.
went for work in the morning, after that went to kenn frens house to play as well. hahaha thanks to his frens, for playing such a good host.
her mum keep feeding us food, and also buy dinner for us.
thanks!

today going for job interview with the girls.
hope things will be fine [:

2010-02-18T08:48:00.000-08:00

oh yeah soo long never post le.
hahas im here today because someone ask me to update ._.

alrights, start from yesterday.
after training I went to eat dinner with the 2 ach co.
hahaha its was quite a nice meal [:
and yet, after 2years we still keep in touch.
im glad [:

today went for work, nothing much really happen.
BUT there's a news that made my day!
im approved in being a relief teacher!
together with the rest.
and I was surprised to found out timo applied for it too and successful [:
cool uh, hahas

2010-02-15T09:00:00.000-08:00

didnt blog recently because nothing interesting really happen.

aww man. I had this tired feeling, as I look back at the past, juggle with the present, and work for my future.

for once, how I wish time can stop running.

2010-02-13T08:56:00.000-08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!
HAPPY VALENTINE DAY!

from here, I wish all my blog readers to have a happy year ahead, and of course enjoy this special day with your loved ones [:

2010-02-12T23:20:00.000-08:00

went out with qx sir yesterday to suntec city.
reach there zen for the porridge buffet, for only 12.80bucks, and no extra charge!
quite filling too ._.

hahas went for movie later.
on the way saw grace too [:
she and her friends watching the same movie as me, valentines day!
but in different threatre.
hahaha the people inside the movie super funny, because they add alot sound effects.
like when taylor swift appear, they went "ahhh..."
when a small boy kiss a small girl they went "aww..."
girl beat up the boy they went "ouch!"
hahaha super funny xD
pretty nice movie too. the ending was like, what?
the narrator say "lets hear the three words that we all like to hear,"
i thought it was "i love you"
but turn out to be "lets get naked"
and the whole cinema burst out laughing. LOL

after that qx sir went to find the rest of VIs at woodlands and I went to find amir to buy his jeans.
den he keep looking around, turn out that his uncle is inside ion too ._.
LOL and saw his sister at mrt -.-
families everywhere.
and den we ate at dinner shaw house [:

yay another day passed [:

2010-02-11T10:17:00.000-08:00

had a great day!

went to cy house today to paint nails.
and I can say her skills isnt that good, but still acceptable lurhs! [:
after that met bp and celestes at cwp awhile before going off to dinner with bp and cy.

hahaha I was suprised at the number of people that turn up today!
its was more den expected.
had dinner at amk, astons.
were talking and crapping all the while, hahaha
and it seems like I had not seen gordon for a long time! LOL

after dinner we decided to kbox, like this is my first time ._.
hahas but the experience was great!
i thought me and cy would never sing, but somehow or another we did sing! wow
had anyone heard cy sing before? laughs
she even sing with cheng lip lars!
hahas actually I also sang with him :x
and we can actually ordered beer too ._.
nicole and marc ordered beer, but the rest still ordered juices etc, laughs.
nicole damm pro lurhs!
she can actually sing korean songs! wow
and marc was super hyper too.
keep singing and dancing, what a nice entertainment.
joking, crapping, talking, singing, and times flies.
soon it was already 1am ++
and cy need to go home le.
yeah so finally cab home!

really enjoyed myself today [:

2010-02-10T20:59:00.000-08:00

all this things need not to happen, I know.
we already tried our best to talk to you out of it, because we didnt want to see you getting into trouble.
but there's always a limit to everything, as now we're totally worn out by everything.
oh yes you can say we do not understand you, because its just another principle of yours.
however, we're not longer juniors.
we're seniors to the juniors, thus we need to change our mindset.
i know how you're feeling, because I been through it.
however, true friends are the ones that tells you straight in the face, and not supporting you to continue breaking the rules.
if you cnt even understand how we feel, im speechless.
because what you are going through now, you are not bringing it upon to yourself.
you're are also causing other to be in trouble.
so just think.

2010-02-10T08:28:00.001-08:00

things happened too fast, too much.
i didnt know how to react.
I didnt know what's with me either.
but I do know something.
i needed one to protect me.

oh yes, because im hurt.

**[this post is not meant for you, btw]**

2010-02-10T08:28:00.000-08:00

went down for training today.
shall not expose the details.
however, its was fun and funny to hear cy and cel commanding the square while amir train the commander.
i today seems to be taking care of cadets welfare, and bp take note of the squad mistakes in fd.

didnt post about yesterday, hahas because was abit too tired from all the shopping. I think we've been shopping for 12hours!?
thats cool, laughs.
alot experiences too, especially with that mr amir hahaha
oh yay looking forward for more such outings [:

2010-02-08T08:59:00.000-08:00

went down for training today with cy, bp, amir, celeste.
shall not blog about the details.
the people know it themselves.

went to 883 after that and den home-d!

to CELESTE.
you own me 12bucks now! laughs. see it now!?

2010-02-07T09:21:00.000-08:00

project rice!

today is the distribution of the rice packets that we collect yesterday.
start off the day by moving out all the rice packets out.
yeah I know im weak but it was super heavy lurhs! like 5kg per pack
den still got so many to move out smmore. oh god.
after that we waited for the event to officially start.
yeah, we are supposed to help those residents if they got difficulty carrying or what.
so there was this mother with children, and on baby chair.
its was rather inconvenient to move around so I offer to takecare her child awhile while she redeem her rice.
den the small boy began to move around-.-
I was so scared that he fall of the baby chair lurhs
den suddenly he stand up and hug me randomly-.-
super random serious.
hahas but the boy was cute.
was trying very hard to entertain him. :x

after project rice went to amk and walk around.
after that went home to take a short nap first before go work.
hahas to hh, i keep seeing wen da there-.- Now he dye hair smmore.
went home saw yahui and we chatted on bus.
she said she saw us at cwp at the afternoon wearing the redcross shirt, laughs.

P/S: a warrior was known for the war he won, not the number of wars he fought.

2010-02-06T09:21:00.000-08:00

today isnt a good day for me.
be it at work, personal or whatsoever
but dun feel like talking about it anymore.
seriously mentally tired

to HER: hope you understand that there are somethings meant not to be said. I already tried my best but if you want it that way I also cnt do anything.
to HIM(s): please stop asking me alrights. I know nothing
to HIM: I didnt understand what are you trying to say in your messages. please can you next time make it clearer? so I wun be left down here guessing

2010-02-05T10:11:00.000-08:00

didnt start my day right.
went for work, and was stuck at the queue for almost 2hours!
everybody was super angry lurhs
because there this big group of people, suppose to work at terminal 2, but they came to terminal 3 to change pass.
and the system wasnt fast also.
each person at least 5mins, so I waited like hell-.-
but funny, a guy in front of me received a call, probably from his workplace.
den he purposely say out loud "i still stuck at the pass office! I waited for already 1hour 30mins!" lols
but seriously, they need to upgrade.

so went for work and use the laptop there to check my jae appeal results.
as expected, lols it was unsuccessful.
but it doesnt matter, hahas at least jessica same course as me.
liyan same school den can go school together [:

work was fun today, lols
dunno is it because today last day le or what.
but im glad to work there because met alot great friends!
hope to keep in contact with those peeps!

thought didnt go for project rice tomorrow, because my name wasnt inside and no email been sent to me.
so decided to go shopping with joanna and her bf or go out with qx sir.
but when roy know my situation he immediately called jorin ma'am when it was nearly 12am!
so she said I take admiralty, same as bp.
thanks roy for the effort [:
and sorry qx sir to disappoint you ]:

anyway my next week almost full! oh great [: no need rot at home.

P/S: does "it" really can overcome everything?

2010-02-04T09:23:00.000-08:00

today shall be my last day of work.

i work at Dufry for only 1month.
not a very long period of time.
however, I had make many friends.
sometimes I really enjoyed their company, though I didnt spoke much.
they're really a very nice group to be with.
maybe, to them it will be 1 lesser promoter.
but to me I wun contact much friends anymore.
hopefully, I will still keep in contact with joanna, randy, etc.
zzz why am I having mixed feelings now?
oh crap.

few more hours also be the release of my appeal results.
sigh. I didnt expect much seriously.
so was not really very anxious about it.
yeah, people are right.
you can make new friends there!

hahas next week im going to make my whole week full, or not I will be super bored!
so if you want go out jio me huh! hahas

P/S: crapcrapcrap. I hate this! dun tell me its the truth?

2010-02-03T20:43:00.000-08:00

back from work!

hahas actually this post is meant for yesterday, but yesterday was too tired to post le.
tomorrow is the release for my appeal results ._.
thanks for those who wish me luck, but I think it will fail ba. hais nvms already resigned to fate.

tomorrow is also my last day of work at changi airport, hahas
and yesterday I had a good sale.
sold 1 Ebook, 2 Mp3 players.
and also randomly sold 2 canon cameras ._.
i just stand down there and answer few questions den the guy say he want 2 cameras!
like omg-.-

hahas I want a new laptop too!
decided to buy sony vaio one.
hope rex got lobang ._.
though I didnt put much hope to it. hahas

this weekend is project rice!
this is so called my first event after officially pass out as an instructor.
everything should be able to run smoothly ba. I hope

2010-02-01T06:21:00.000-08:00

watched "my ex" at northpoint today.
thanks too Mr X for treating me and hh! Lols
After that went for wedding dinner.
saw my relative wedding photo, so pretty lurhs~
aww man I want to get married too! anyone interested be my groom? laughs
nothing much, but wish eternal bliss for my relative!
shall looking forward to mine!
hahas and gordon lim marriage at 2016!

yay tomorrow cousin coming to my house to repaint.
but might cancel the sakae buffet with hh.
nevertheless, anyone interested drop me a sms!

i hate using adult fares now-.-

2010-01-31T08:21:00.000-08:00

went shopping with sisters today.
first destination-bugis
there are alot people there lurhs-.-
was squeezing like hell.
and hard to find clothes for my youngest sisters.
she only interested in cute stuffs -.-
and hard to find shorts for them too.
next we went to far east.
walk abit den my sisters were tired so decided to go back home.
like abit too early for me ._.
but no choice, they got school tomorrow.
dad called and say that have to return him the leftover money today. sian.
waiting for my pay so can go shopping again!
broke now again-.-

tomorrow maybe go for a movie and den wedding dinner!

P/S: I NEED a new job! anyone want me as their maid? laughs

2010-01-30T09:24:00.000-08:00

boredboredbored.
im tired but cnt sleep hais ._.

-say out session-

to VI 11/10: wee~ congrats everyone!
to HER: I do not know what to say. but I dun think its correct. hope you can get the big picture..
to HIM: sigh its been dunno how long. anyway hope you win something for your competition. miss those days
to HIM: stop confusing me. I just think too much

2010-01-30T08:31:00.000-08:00

officially red cross volunteer instructor now!

was doing drills from morning 9am to 10.30pm, which the POP parade officially ended, and was wearing court shoes all the way! except change to sneakers in between.
that explain the blisters formed on my leg ._.

morning woke up and went to hq with celeste and jasmine.
eat breakfast with celeste and she paid for the cab fees to campsite! [so rare of her :x]
hahas after which was doing drills blah blah blah.

first time ever wore my VI uniform, and everyone seems different! including meee~
hahas, was abit not used to wearing especially the skirt as I used to raise my leg 90degrees ._.
really hope someone video down the parade lurhs, because I want to see the effect of marching with light sticks!
finally, thanks celeste's parents for lobang all for us home [:

to YOU: heyhey see down here! I said that I will wrote it on blog, and so I will! hehes I know you miss me messaging you lurhs, no need shy :x HAHA

2010-01-29T06:06:00.000-08:00

preparing stuffs for tomorrow POP now.
sian, its the same stuff all over again ._.
agree with what cy said, I need to go out with non-redcross people more.
too much of it already. sigh
tomorrow going to be a long day!
peeps accompany sms me at night will be much appreciate! [:

2010-01-29T01:56:00.000-08:00

now eating with cy at mac, which is at city square mall.
Lols went shopping with her mum.
just a random post, laughs.

for once I miss working. crap

2010-01-27T09:31:00.000-08:00

what I want to say:

to HIM: I dun really understand what you want, or perhaps I think too much. but to prevent anymore things from confusing myself, im going to avoid you.
to HIM: thanks for helping me to submit appeal form! and please dun buy the adidas jacket.
to HIM & HER: thanks for giving us each 200bucks to shop for new years clothes!
to HIM: thanks for accompanying me chat when I was on break today [: you're the first to come find me actually.

2010-01-27T09:30:00.000-08:00

going to be a long post ahead.

morning woke up, and alot things happen.
this didnt make my day right.
and this point of time I received my results- nyp tourism and hospitality.
yeah its the course I want, but not the school.
was super depress however decided to try appeal to go business admin, though I know the chances are super low.
kind of resigned to fate already.

cycle to meet the rest with jasmine, and her bike was super difficult to side on lurhs omg-.-
had breakfast, went to the open area beside christ church.
shall skip all the details.

went for work after that, however was super tired because didnt get enough sleep last night ._.
came a creative promoter and its was like competitors?
but I didnt really care about my products because im quitting soon [:
in search of another job!

went home, with mixed feelings because of all the things happen today.
decided to keep some to myself.
want some peace, but dunno who play the chinese new year soon-.-
oh crap.

1funny thing happened on bus.
i closed my eyes when I heard "fuck you lah"
open my eyes and heard bus driver said "dont guai lan hor"
lols didnt know what happen.

tiring day.

2010-01-24T01:57:00.000-08:00

just finish my lunch break and was sitting at my favourite spot where I can see areoplanes! yay
was pretty bored so decided to post hahas
5 more hours to end work!

sian ._.

2010-01-23T08:00:00.000-08:00

oh god back from footdrill accred and pop rehearsal ._.
can say its one whole day doing footdrill!
omg super tired right now.

and today I make a fool out of myself.
first, I woke up late.
next, I realise I left my court shoes at my workplace which is at changi airport! argh
next, I took 858 bus to seletar camp hoping can catch the bus that glorious was in, but cnt catch so planning to take cab le.
however, I called cab line and the person said must got address den can.
so I saw a 168 bus den I thought maybe bored le den go somewhere more accessible to flag a cab.
but I took the wrong one!
i took the one that go back to woodlands! omg-.-
luckily I alright quickly and board a cab that drove quickly me to campsite [: wee
reach there in only 25mins! woohoo!

what a day.

P/S: sigh, am I deceiving myself? oh crap ._.

2010-01-20T08:13:00.000-08:00

went for flag day.
but today is totally not my day.
alot things happened.
and I hate it alot alot.
when can I ever find back the past yuying again?

2010-01-19T10:30:00.000-08:00

oh god its already 2.30am and I still cnt get to sleep!

went for work today, as usual.
thanks uncle jeff(DuFry) for treating me a meal today!
hahas, yeah for first time the people I work with are super good lurhs.
always at 8pm someone will fork out money to treat the whole store drink.
and there's a particular supervisor super duper good.
but I dunno the name :x
he will always let us choose the time to eat, and very lax on us.
take out hp also wun say anything, as long you serve the customers [:
others like take out see time den give the you-know-what face ._. its so argh.

hahas, today time pass very quickly at work.
probably because the guys there always play around, joke around der.
and that rex "broke off" with me just because I didnt promote his mp3.
and later randomly "patch back", laughs.
tomorrow, or rather today, me and randy off.
and he kept joke with me saying lets go for a date at cwp, purposely let rex hear, laughs.
endless siol.

bought something for the girls.
actually wanted to get them long ago, but they were very busy and recently also happened some issues ._.
but anyway, hope they like it [:

tomorrow/today is a redcross day again!

P/S: sigh, its so hard to forget...

2010-01-18T08:32:00.000-08:00

[chose to blog because no one replied to my sms]

primary school we had a alot of quarrels.
some even so serious till we do not for years.

secondary school we had alot of arguements too.
be it because of redcross, clashes or whatsoever.
however we managed to get through each obstacles successfully and became good friends again.

will this be just another quarrel, or will it be the last?
i do not know..
however thats what our friendship are, facing ups and downs, for years..

really hope this will just be another one.

2010-01-17T19:11:00.000-08:00

I dunno what else to say.
but I just know that I didnt insist that im right or whatsoever, im just telling you all how I felt actually.
if the meaning of it is being misinterpreted I have no choice.

and I think that there's some misunderstanding or communication error somewhere.

i just want to know a thing.
is that what batchmates/ childhood friends are for?
really hope you all can understand.

2010-01-16T08:28:00.000-08:00

decided.
not to go anymore.

2010-01-16T04:11:00.000-08:00

truth hurts, but lies kills.

isnt it?

2010-01-15T08:43:00.000-08:00

vexed. totally no mood.
i do not want it to blown up.

sigh, i have learnt to keep it to myself next time.

2010-01-14T08:39:00.000-08:00

to both of you.
i know its hard that you cnt face up to the reality.
but you ask yourself, is that how you want to spend your whole life like that?
alot people just stay by your side, be the kind soul by comforting you, keep saying kind words to you
but no, im not going to do that because I see that this is not working.
wake up peeps.
this is not some lala land or fairy land.
this is the reality world.
if you have the courage to love her, have the courage to face up the reality.
if you are going to continue this way, you're not going to do anyone good.
yes I admit im harsh, im the bad person, however by covering up the truth and only tell you the stuffs you want to hear its even more worse isnt it?
because you're only deceiving yourself.

i also been through the same situation as you all before, and its even worse den you all.
I dun even had anyone to stand by me, except for one.
so arent you guys happy that there are so many people care for you?
but still, im now fine already, and still can lead life normally.

all its take is courage.

2010-01-13T08:48:00.000-08:00

friends are the ones who stay with you through happy times.
true friends are the ones who stay with you all the times.

now I realise who are my true friends.

2010-01-11T06:59:00.000-08:00

no mood.
not because of O's

2010-01-10T07:17:00.000-08:00

back from oa itp!

it was rather a fine camp, and because it was not a training one.
thus, it was not that tiring [:

and I think it was a fun one instead. xp
though there are something happened during the camp, however overall it was a good one because I get to experience alot of things that I never tried before.
such as roasting the chicken, mud chicken, and many more!
i also learnt to make alot gadgets using poles and strings, was super fun lurhs

but of course, the real fun came from the time spending with my frens.
if I were to say the things out it might sound wrong, so skip the details!

receiving results tomorrow.
was super scared and nervous, because I think I might not fare well :x
help.

P/S: where does the feeling lost to?

2010-01-08T08:44:00.000-08:00

OA itp tomorrow! or rather 10more hours.

will not be able to entertain any sms or calls for this weekends.
but can still sms me!
will only reply at night :/

went for lunch today. but shall not blog it about the details. xp

today was rather a scary experience for me at work.
there was a uncle, married with kids working at my workplace too.
afternoon, he approach me to talk and he told me about he saw something on newspaper today that made him happy.
i ask him what was that, he replied that he wrote a letter to Mr Lee Hsieng Long (hope I spell it correctly), to complain about a company which the employers gave lesser salary to the employees that it supposed to.
i not very sure what was he talking about, but the idea is down there.
also includes what CPF stuff-.-
and he said that in the end the employers have to pay 28million.
firstly, how he wrote to Mr Lee?
and isnt this supposed to handled over courts or CPF rather den Mr Lee?
Idk, but this is what I think.

later he talk to me again.
this time he said this: "if we're together I think others also wun see the age gap between us"
i was like, huh?
omg. please no thanks.
i do not want to be scolded by your wife or anyone for being the third party, or whatever, at the age of 16!
omg-.-

next even worse.
he go ask me what is my waist!
he say got 25 or 28?
i say I never go measure one (who will go tell him!)
and the next thing he go look at my waist!
freaking. Idk if im over sensitive or what, but it sure does not feel comfortable with a uncle looking at your waist?

its enough for the day.

2010-01-07T08:39:00.001-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMIR!! you are 17!

morning was awake by yangtse by his call, saying that we are the safety ICs for POP
its was abit sudden, but doesnt matter.

my product finally came, but not ebook-.-
its mp3 player.
they have the mickey mouse shape one, so cute lurhs ._.
but they never taught me how to use, so I spend some times figuring how to use, what're the functions etc.

today I saw the boy who are lost yesterday!
just that today he's awake xp
perhaps a lesson learnt, hehes
but he is so cute lurhs! seriously xp

saw ang moh play pool,
omg so shuai la ._.
so different from singaporeans.
maybe if I married one, the child come out will be nice?
laughs, just being random :x

alrights, yy is tired now. tomorrow out for lunch at cwp with gentleman.

goodnights!

2010-01-06T09:18:00.000-08:00

if we're 11/10, we're working together as a batch, 11/10.
not some cliques, some groups.

if you fail to understand this, im speechless. you knows it yourself

and stop it.
so what if im working?
what's wrong with it?
if its really to the extreme, I can easily wash my hands off everything and dun give a damm about it

2010-01-06T08:32:00.000-08:00

another day passed!

received a bomb this morning, totally dampened my mood early in the morning ._.
but thanks you, for offering to help [:
but I own you too much le, so I seriously cannot accept anymore help from you.
and you are seriously crazy la! say want give me allowance every month-.-
hello, im working la.
so spend your money on your future gf huh!
anyway really appreciate your thoughts:)
"I know le. I shall give you allowance from now on :-D until you get a bf to take care of you (: that's the best i think (: "
hahs, maybe I wun even have a bf ba..

board 858 bus to work and sat beside a primary school boy, who was sleeping.
den the bus went on highway le he den woke up, with a lost face.
i guess he had overshot, so I ask him where he live.
he say yishun, den I told him missed it le.
ask him to get off at selectar camp there and wait for the next bus to go home. hope he will be alright ._.

today a ang moh randomly ask me: "did I saw you at clark quay?"
i just smiled back and act blur xp
but he's handsome! hehes xp

ask someone a question, but no reply.
i guess its what I expected ba.
thats fate

going for lunch on friday with gentleman! no funny stuff huh I warn you xp

P/S: this will be the last I guess..

2010-01-05T08:30:00.000-08:00

morning breakfast.
after met hh and jasmine at bus stop to go back school for cca fair.
and mr sam soo treat us kfc! thanks!

went for work later.
and I waited for that damm pass for 45mins ._.
made me later for work!
was actually anticipating ebook to be in, however was told it arrived next week -.-
made me feel abit pekchek, feel like quitting.
but the staffs there was rather nice, which I change my mind.

thanks yo for helping me search my sis bag and bought it!
but your refusal to say the price must be super expensive lurhs ._.
next time need your help must think twice le lors xp

a ang moh uncle address me as darling today -.-
and another wink at me,
perhaps this is their way of saying hi or something? hahas

P/S: a part of me is dying..

2010-01-04T08:48:00.000-08:00

argh. I hate it.
the feeling is back.
please get off my mind

2010-01-04T08:20:00.000-08:00

what a day!

yeah, for once, im actually smiling again [:
thanks to you! you seriously make my day, and made me forget my pain. yeah perhaps you are right, time will heal everything. so I will be looking forward to a new life in poly!

suddenly realise many people are leaving overseas to study ]:
bye cj, who are leaving for UK this saturday.
bye yl, who will be moving to msia and going overseas next year.
who will be next? hahas how I hope it will be me, to start a brand new life. because there's nothing in spore worth me staying..

hahas, and I will be looking forward to future! I had a pact at 2017, 2018, 2019. anymore? LOL yeah dun worry, I wun forget the 2018. its a promise isnt it?

meeting a gentleman tomorrow for breakfast xp
and jasmine to go for cca fair [:
hope it will be a fun one!

P/S: im still waiting.

2010-01-04T02:33:00.000-08:00

dinner at changi airport now.
i look around the empty seats around me, and I can feel the feeling of eating alone.
people sitting with friends, families, or even couples surrounded me.
i suddenly realise, how lonely I am now.
food doesnt taste that good anymore...

2010-01-03T08:20:00.001-08:00

Girls are like apples…
The best ones are at the top of the trees.

The boys don’t want to reach for the good ones
because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt.

Instead, they just get the rotten apples that
are on the ground that aren’t as good, but easy.

So the apples at the top think there is something wrong with them,
when, in reality, they are amazing.

They just have to wait for the right boy to come along,
the one who’s brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree…

Saw this on hh blog. I just wonder, where's mine?

2010-01-03T07:42:00.000-08:00

just finish work, as usual. nothing usual happens, but my days getting worse everyday.
i cnt feel any worse den this is my whole life.
i just fell out of love, though is was quite some time ago but the pain is still there..
during this point of time no one fucking even stood by my side. even tried talk to someone but no one is free. how sucks my life is huh, when I have alot of frens but there is not even one to be there when I needed one the most. seriously fuck sia, my tears just wun stop falling down when im typing this.
this is my ever first time typing vulgarities on blog, but I dun even care because there wun be even anyone reading it, and this shows how pathetic my life is now.
have the thoughts to just quit vip, wash my hands off everything and just disappear. perhaps it would be better to be alone huh.

i seriously hate my life

2010-01-02T19:30:00.000-08:00

yawns. was so damm tired yesterday. but at least its a good sign [:
how weird it is, that is always the unexpected ones who are there for me and not those expected ones.
but still, it doesnt really matter anymore because perhaps thats what life is.
thanks those who are with me yesterday [:
really appreciate alot, and thanks to you im more happy right now (thought not really fully recovered)

P/S: is it the only cure is to commit myself again?

2010-01-02T02:49:00.000-08:00

I hate it, when I needed someone to talk to, and there was no one there for me.

currently at changi airport toilet updating this. hahas its weird huh, but im so bored at work. and there is no one to accompany me to talk to. what a life I lead..

2009-12-29T09:03:00.000-08:00

i hate you, i hate you for creating a mess in my life.
i hate you, i hate you for not understanding what's the true meaning of that word.

Went for work today, for the first time as sales promoter at airport. I think it's kinda of fun xp. Shall skip the details today, super tired :/

2009-09-16T04:26:00.000-07:00

BLOG NEGLECTED-
till after o's or otherwise stated.
wait for me alrights! <3

2009-07-24T05:46:00.000-07:00

OH YAH ITS FRIDAY!!
lols, im akways looking forward to friday xD
and today super funny lurhs, jasmine and chingyee.
we are suppose to have our time practise after school,
but by den we already dun have the mood to do liaos, so planning to skip :X
together with some other classmates too, LMAOs.
even those guai one also pon sia LOL
and so, many of us decided to just take the paper go home do lors.
so was waiting for the whoever to come and give out paper,
but den at first she came in and give out those papers, and stand down there like going to relieve our class -.-
den everyone was like oh shit, and she said : " what are you all waiting for? take out your paper and do! "
but wendell this moment just take his bag and happily walk out of the class LOL!
super cool sia, den cher also never say anything.
but den later she went out le, and so half the class into action LOL
we all machiam like despo all what quickly run out of classroom, laughs!
but den this time jasmine and cy dun dare move their butt -.-
i had to pester them in case the cher came back, and finally they were out -.-

hahs, after waited for jasmine and cy for their SMC with ms tan,
den went to see trainning awhile.
and the feeling was kinda weird? LOL idk.
but evm and anton sir came down! [:
the feeling was like, so long never see them lors, someone in their typical VI attire,
but didnt stay throughout, went to 768 eat mac and shakers fries!
finally got seaweed liaos la, the previous wasabi was omg-.-
LOL chatted alot of things, and crap alot too.
and i finally went to repair my hp for 50bucks T.T
bye to my 50bucks, sadded-

and; i want to leave singapore and travel around the world!!!!

~singapore holds too much memories lers, and nothing holds me back anymore

2009-07-20T05:13:00.000-07:00

school was the same as usual, take temperature, lessons etc.
hahs, and the usual wendell liang chen were always crapping with each other,
or wendell disturbing shabariah,
or wendell and yuhui lovely-dovely beside me-.- LOL.
okays, was trying to get used to it lurhs, hahas.

after school had chemistry practical as the usual.
and this time another incident happen again-.-
while cy was boiling the acid and i was holding the filter paper damp with potassium dicromate solution over the mouth to the test tube, waiting for some reactions to happen,
and den the acid spurt out and scald my hand-.-
luciky it was much, was only afew drops lurhs, or not idk the consequences would be like.
after which proceed to phy lab to do the mock exam, and i didn't know there will be one-.-
so just anyhow whack the questions with scy LOL.

went to 883 with celeste amir jasmine and cy, but actually got elim and hweehwa der, but they walk so fast -.-
so bought some stuff from 7-11 and sat down chatting away.
hmm LOL it was quite nice actually, because we didnt do this for a long time lers x.x
so was missing those memories back then [:
home-d with cy after that ! ^.^

~was trying my best to adapt the life without you,
though is was hard, but i knew i had to do it.

2009-07-19T05:00:00.000-07:00

friday 170709
went to celebrate afini's birthday at her house with 4respect.
was quite fun lurhs, lols,
and i realise that i did not had a class gathering for a long time.
the climax part is when we play true or dare,
but it's only a dare game lors, as they refuse to let you chose LOL
and people unluckily get choosen had to call a classmates or other frens to confess LMAO.
super funny lurhs!

saturday 180709
was trained to be topcat in work today.
bascially was just to assist the star in organising the party lors,
and something happen that make me feel so embrassed -.-
as the kids played finish the games, we had to bring them to wash their hands before eating.
and so, i bought the boys.
and yes, what you're thinking right now happened.
i knock the door before coming in to inform inside first,
but obviously there are males doing their business lars -.-
wth, so i tried not to see anything,
and i did not ok! LOL

sunday 190709
dun feel like posting.

~i woke up and realise it was a dream; 11months of dreaming, what a joke.

2009-07-13T05:31:00.000-07:00

went to school with him today, and i guess everything was resolved with just a long tight hug barhs...

but nevertheless, im still trying to get use the old habit he had which doesnt suits me.

and hopefully between us will be like a sunny day after the storm...

boo! school was like boring today, lols.
now the normal chinese had taken their olevels mother tougue, and replaced the period with english.
and yet the hcl have to attend normal lessons again -.-
but now every subjects was like nothing lors,
keep giving us alot of ws, test, and going through them in class.
so homeworks was piling up fast, especially the math !
wonder if i could ever finish them-.-

after school we had both physics and chem practical,
and the careless me broke a glass of aqueous ammonia at the chem lab today -.-
the smell was overwhelmed, like pungent chlorine smell at any swimming pool,
and totally cannot take it.
LOL after which me jasmine and cy went to 883 to buy bubbletea, on the way saw hweehwa and elim too [:
den the three of us chatted all the way home,
and we talked anything under the afternoon sun LOL.

thus, miss chan signing off~

2009-07-12T03:43:00.000-07:00

what a pathetic life i had,

i was still habouring some hopes previously,

silly thinking that perhaps we can be like before,

the sweet old life we had.

but now, everything was destroyed.

my hopes went all the way tot the bottom.

i guess, i wouldn't pin such much hopes anymore le barhs.

because i will always get hurt, in the end.

what a stupid bastard life im living.

didnt do much this few days barhs,
just that friday went to bugis with hweehwa and elim,
and bought a top same as hweehwa,
and hweehwa bought a dress too,
while elim bought her hat.
next we went to yishun to find clinton,
and end up i went home at around 11plus -.-

saturday and sunday devoted my morning part of the day to work.
nothing much reallys happen,
just that maybe im not on a right path recently.

oh god, can someone please enlighten me to the right path? im sickening hate the current life im having now. please let someone appear...

2009-07-09T07:14:00.000-07:00

im revivng back my dead blog~~

LOL, okays i've been a long time since i update lers, and now its dead.
but for now its quite good isnt it, so for now i can express my views freely [:
not going to touch on today's activities, but hopefully i can update more regulary barhs!
there's so many homeworks, remedials nowadays-.-
and i'm feeling sort of tired out ]:
sudden so feel like taking a stroll along the sandy beach, with the wind blowing on my face.
or perhaps lie under the big night sky on a patch of green land, watching the stars? LOLs.
that's abit impossible huh, for now weekdays=school days, weekends=work.

haahs, anyway throughout this tiring days, luckily there's some of you, which are the surprise ones, that stood by my side and accompany through huh [:
and all these are the ones i known over the net, so perhaps its not a bad thing? LOL
anyways thanks guys [: without you all, idk how i survive through lurhs.

of course, there's many things happening now and den, and perhaps now is the period that im facing the down of my life?
but whatever the case, im trying not to let it bother me anymore and focus on my olevels.
after which, went to a poly and start a new life with my current good frens! [:
was looking forward to that~

and thus, miss chan ends her entries for today [:

~once the memories is gone, it could not be revive back anymore

2009-06-02T22:35:00.000-07:00

take back our report book today,
and expected, my results wasn't that good?
LOL, gosh think i really need to pull up my socks and buck up?
wonder how am i going to do that, with now so many things happening around me-.-

perhaps going to ecp on 180609,
where one year ago my cy and bp planted our wishes under a ramdom coconut tree? LOL.
cy and me was also maybe thinking of making it a active glorious outing too, laughs.

2009-05-31T02:06:00.000-07:00

LOVELY WISHES TO MY DEAREST FRIENDS WHO ARE TAKING THE O'LEVELS MOTHER TONGUE TOMORROW [:

specially declicated to~

~hweehwa
~chingyee
~jasmine
~boonping
~elim

P/S: and those whom i forgot to mention! xp

2009-05-06T17:16:00.000-07:00

hahs, its been long since i last updated?
school's life is never easy, i'd been struggling.
major subjects for MYE is next week, will i be able to score better than my common test results?
i myself also not very sure, but i'm been trying to work hard towards it.

didnt went to school today, due to that i was having a slight fever :X
so, stay at home and rest,
and see what i can do barhs.
maybe do some studying? some housework?
idk, but not able to attend school is really very sian -.-
i want go shcool!

2009-04-17T09:24:00.000-07:00

hmm, lols i saw hweehwa, joey and celeste blog, and all of them posted about today's PP as well as POP. well, in fact if i were to say i have nothing to say, i will be lying! -laughs

remember glorious? the time when we first join EVGRCY this big family.
by then i have already know some of you, such as joey, hh and cy.
and all of them claims that i was the one who pulled them in :X
hahs but however, that time i actually was stuggling btw NPCC and redcross,
but i finally chose RC of what ivy ma'am had said to us during the cca orientation.
the life as a sec1s in redcross was not as easy as i thought,
because i still rmb i have to juggle btw performing arts[cd and co] and redcross with joey.
it's was not a easy job, seriously, and i often trying my best to achieve the best attendance of 3 ccas.

by then sec2s, SYF of my 2cca has arrive.
often, because of my schedule in practising for the SYF, i wld often never attend alot of redcross activities.
it was also by then, this year alot of teachers went to come and look for me, telling me to make a choice of btw performing arts and uniformed groups.
and often, is also because of this juggling of two cca, i often get scolding never ending.
i would also rememeber, when there was a period of time, where i wld often pratise halfway[either cd or co], come down to redcross do footdrill and after that went up and continue.
it was seriouly pulling me apart, and till now i don't know how did i ever make it.
but in the end, i chose redcross.

sec3s, is the beginning for training us to be NCOs.
by then, i have already become close friends with my batch and we came out with our name- glorious.
througout this period, we struggle through the tough period of NFDC, and i would never ever forget when we are the first batch to be promoted to sgt.
and i wld never forget the time where we were announced as the north district champion.
where we scream in joys, and hug each other like mad and of course there is tears of joy.
not only that, still remember the time when amir hweehwa [and i forgot the rest] stayed up the whole night doing the proposal till ard 6plus den we manage to get some sleep.
all this time together with the glorious, the knowledge i've learnt, the friendship we've bond, the moments we shared together this tough period, we walk together as a batch.

till sec4s, it seems that we have almost in ending our redcross life,
but it was not.
we've also experience alots of stuff, which is confidental.
only the glorious wld know what i meant [:

and yes, today we 'end' off our life tgt as a batchmate.
in the coming future, i do not know what will happen.
all of us as promised join VI? idk.
but what i want to see, and hope is that glorious wld start all over again as a 'cadet', but in VIP.
im sure, there would never end our journey together, and i believe in each one of every you glorious,
for now do well in your studies, get a good O's and N's cert, and join VI? laughs!

hahs, i actually have countless of things to tell you, glorious
and we are special because:

-we really DID bring evgrcy to greater heights by achieving a award for every events and competiton we joined! [NFDC, arts festival, CAC, ...]
-we are like the first batch to almost do everything? [confidental!]
-hmm, to put in a nice word, we are the ones who will get angry over the same thing, same time, and really squabbled like siblings [:
-we would never ever hide our own feeling, if we are not happy, you will know it straight away -lmaos!
-we would often get alot of unnecessary conflicts, but it was this bring us together [:
and alot more..

last but not least, i would want to thanks glorious, for each one of you supports me in every different ways:

natasha
shabirah
faziah
-thanks for being there through my lower sec life in redcross, and also never to forget that you all wld never failed to assist me in anyways in leading the unit.

joey
-hahs! we are frens for years! and both of us make the same choice in choosing redcross, and too we stand side by side overcoming the tough period

syafiq
-i didnt quite to get to know you till sec3-4, and you were the cool cool type [: i still rmb whenever you are unhappy, you wld take out your guitar and play, but still you are the one that give me the most respect ^^

weikang
-you are the most no-comment one, but you never fail not to attend any of the redcross events.
i know this is not easy, and you will also do the things that i often tell you too [: great job!

gordon
amir
-well, i thought that gordon was a 'baddies' and amir is ever so quiet, but it was wrong! you will never see how amir talk and talk and talk, and sometimes would scream like a girl -.- and gordon lim, though you irriate me somehow or someway, but you wld get your job done [in a way] lols!
but still, thanks for being there esp when im the only girl in RC climbing the MT.KK,
which it was a rather diffcult thing for me to do as my stamina was not even good :/
you guys are the ones that think out of a box, that exposed to me of the different thinkings of people [aspire? lols]
of course, often in conflicts, you all would keep your cool and think in a rational way, [:

celeste
-hmm, seriously i wasn't close to you till sec3-4. but i know you are the one who will get affected by emotions easily, must learn to be strong okays! and i believe, redcross had already greatly changed you in your life, so continue to work on bravely!

hweehwa
-yessah, we had alot of arguements right? LOL but it was us, that often had almost the similiar mindset everytime, though you were always too hyper for me -.- hahas, but together, we went through many journeys together, one of which is SYF! lols, think i never regret joining barhs, where we were exposed to many types of VIs,
you would never fail to guess how i feel, and think you are the one that understand me most barhs [:

jasmineee
-i think my best studying partner [: you would always in the studying mood, somehow, LOL and you are always the anger meter of glorious. often in conflict, you would never seem to get affected, till when you are affected by it, it means that the conflict is really big.
i guess you are the cutest on par with amir barhs? LOL, always doing the weird stuff yeaps teehees
but you really do your admin very well, and you are very neat in your work! [:

chingyee
-hmm, i think i also went through the most with you? lols, when you and me got into the key post, both of us wld often work closely together. and both of us manage to survive the ULP as well as the SYF, and you never fail to do badly in your admins [:
i must say, it was a great time working with you, and both of us wld went crazy at point of time because of the unit LOL

boonping
-you hor, lols nothing to say xp hahas no lars, but whenever the three of us work together, i think it was quite a great thing, because three of us has our own strength and weakness, but somehow we manage to cover each one weakness and show our strength [: but, dun get too engrossed in your personal life than the real life out there huh~ hahas
but you are also quite a firm and strong leader, but i know there are times when you breakdowns, so do the thing that suit you the best [: [hees still remember the times we three of us spend tgt, regardless of coming out till late at night doing proposal, or going to beach]

lastly, glorious is my passion!

2009-04-07T06:41:00.000-07:00

had 2.4km trial run today, and i was like dead lurhs.
was struggling and stella was there keep screaming me to move on. lmaos.
den from head to toe was damm sweaty lurhs.

after school went to find hh and yt, and yt was teaching hh POA.
though i dunnos the subject, but i think hh can make it der it she want to lors [:
jyjy hh!
hahas den proceed to cwp to walk walk.
we walk and walk and walk when yt saw something and decided to buy it,
BUT i was not the one to suggest him to buy de lors, did i?
Lmaos, went to mac chit chat about everything,
and that yt agn keep snapping pics -.-"
den walk home with hh !

to jasmine: i know recently something had happen to you, though i know that you dun wish to say it out, but i hopes that you could get over what you are now and back to the old jasmine that we used to know [: just to let you know, i can be there if you need a listening ear!

2009-04-05T04:20:00.000-07:00

hmm its since how long that i last updated?
LOL, but whatever the case is, life now is really very busy.
homework homeworks and more is coming,
how will ever i can finish doing it?

laughs, but neverthless i decided to went to sentosa with hweehwa yesterday.
and after which we proceed to vivo, seems great?
but was it not only me and hweehwa know it barhs [:

just a small little comment to GUEST.
in the first place i did not even stated that i was even pretty?
so if you have the right to comment me, let me see who you are and see if you are more pretty or more hamdsome den me? LOLS. or perhaps let my friends judge you too just like what you did?
i guess they are more that happy to do so [:
but whatever the case, im not going to get affected by you.
last but not least, if you still dare, kindly leave your name down [which i dun think you will? LOL]

2009-03-30T07:43:00.000-07:00

TIRED!

tired of boredom?
tired of it?
tired of that?

i seriously dunnos, but im just tired of guessing and thinking why it happen that way.

WHY WHY WHY !?

2009-03-28T08:07:00.000-07:00

went to bishan today with hh today,
and when we reach woodlands mrt,
she told me we are meeting yang tse and eugene -.-"
LOL but i think i was okays barhs, as i was also curious about how yang tse look :X
they travel from sengkang was faster then me and hh from woodlands siol -.-
hahas but nvms, met them and yarhs, like that lors LOL
eugene was like as before talkative xp and yang tse was like more to the quiet type? LMAO
walk walk walk ard bishan with them today,
den eugene went to repair his hp, den after which yangtse need went off by 140pm for his tutiton.
went to arcade with hh and eugene. den watch him play the bb in there 2times LOL.
nothing much, when we decided to went off by 4+,
but oops i forgot i need to buy my ripples slipper at a shop 'factor'.
den after that me and hh went to B1 to eat dim sum teehees,
was super nice lurhs [:

that marked off our journey

2009-03-27T07:49:00.000-07:00

i think its being ages since i last update le barhs? lols.
anyway was too busy recently with work, work and more work -.-"
bascially my CT result was not very good,
i fail my four 4core subjects :
english
amath
pure phy,
pure chem.
but nvms, eng and amath is only 40 that line passes,
about the pure's i dun really care, because i already drop into comb. science lers.
guess it was a great choice barhs, because having lessons with aspire achieve and restpect was a total new feeling barhs LMAO.
and the notes was freaking easy, LOL
nvms i already promise myself and show it to the others people that i can actually do it, so prove it to them through mid-year, yy!

today spend 4periods with aspire ach and resp, because we had combine class for 2periods eng at lib, 1period comb chem with them agn at lib too, and comb phy at class -.-"
was freaking cold lurhs, lols

maybe out tomorrow with hh!

2009-03-20T05:20:00.000-07:00

not going to expose my true feeling here anymore,
this blog shall be only my general life post.
will post the way i really feel on hweehwa's private blog [:

so bye to my true self!

2009-03-16T07:34:00.000-07:00

BACK FROM CAMP.

-yet speechless

2009-03-09T07:24:00.000-07:00

monday blues!

just some ramdom stuff :X
school today was alright, but it was rather cold in the afternoon,
but wendell lend me his pe shirt so it wasn't that cold anymore [:
hmm got back some results for today, yea of course i had failed some of the subject:

chemistry: 5/50
english: 11/30
hmt: 54/100

actually for chemistry is expected der lars, i been failing for years?
english was bascially i was out of point? i wrote a describetive essays rather than a narrative one.
hmt the marks also includes the stupid yan yu and cheng yu, so in actual fact i got 54/80? hahas

in the morning asslembly we got a good news is that physics remedial is cancelled, but was replaced by math remedial -.-"
was getting stress up already by all the olvls subjects! omg, i have amath and pure sciences, but both wasn't that really good. so does that mean i must considering dropping?
went to talk to ms tan with cy for awhile, and we realise that though we had finish covering our emath syabllus, but for amath there is 8more chapts to go, wonder how will i survive?
hmm whatever the case, i shall hold on to it first, den see next time barhs.

after sch had remedials, chem was doing the SPA practise, and it turns out my groyp rhe graph look weird -.-"
after remedials went to find the saviours and see hows their AOP.
bascially i think wasnt that looking good barhs,
actually had to say alot things but, shall only shall it with my batchmates and also saviours barhs[:
just want to say to saviours, if you all faced any difficulties, the sec4s will always be there.

after that went to find jun and his frens. it sudden pop out so many things -.-"
actually G didnt do anything lers, so chill yea?
idk what to say lers.

2009-03-08T06:45:00.000-07:00

saw this quiz at char's blog, so decided to do it out of boredom [:
and the results came out this:

Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education:
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

2009-03-05T07:32:00.000-08:00

well, got back my geog paper and physics paper today.
geog: 14/25
phy: 14/40

though i fail my physics, but i think at least i made abit of improvement lers [: so i was not quite really sad about it. as for geog, i was totally suprise, i thought i will fail geog as i had been failing geog for the whole of sec3s. guess i been making improvements in some areas but not the others areas. so, cyy jiayou barhs must improve in all areas!

after sch went to bank, aft which went to find hweehwa and elim.
walk walk around cwp, den marcus, zen, xiaopang, and their frens come and find us.
walk with them, den went to civic slack awhile before went to find zen.
shall not talk about the details, it was too complicating.

to zen: as promised [:

THAM WEN JUN! SEE YOUR NAME BIG BIG HERE LE MARHS!

/i didnt wish this to happen. i want our happy moments back, can i?
i know its hard for you, i understand. but i dun wish to see you change.
what i only hope is that both of you can be frens back again alrights?

2009-03-04T06:48:00.000-08:00

yea, got back my common test for math.

guess i flunk it badly barhs, yea i had fail-ed.

23/50 was my score, think whatever badly you want barhs,

but i will not bother about it.

will work harder next times [:

2009-03-04T06:11:00.000-08:00

some pics of my trip to mount. kk [river rafting]

shall upload more next time ! [:

2009-03-01T05:16:00.000-08:00

boo!

hmm, didnt planned to post much today due to the stupid common test tommorrow -.-"
maybe shall not post for afew days till CT is over.
bodoh, have to study later, so

GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE ! [evgians]

2009-02-28T06:57:00.000-08:00

initial plan:

simei
back to woodlands; english project
home-d.

turn out:

simei
a walk around tampines
back woodlands
a walk around cwp
home-d

yea, thats my programmes for today.
hahas nothing really much happen,
suddenly feel like staying home alot.
maybe due to staying too much? idk.

tomorrow plans:

work in the morning
home-d
study

/wonder will i stick to my plan? hahas.

2009-02-27T05:43:00.000-08:00

sian. common test next week.
hais, jiayou barhs yuying,
you can do it der [:
hopefully barhs .

had restless nights everyday,
idk why.
though i seem to sleep alot,
but it didnt seem a nice one.
even min jie asked me: "ma'am, yesterday you never sleep?"
hahas, guess my eyes is showing out.

/next upcoming event : PP

2009-02-26T06:12:00.000-08:00

when will be mine turn to shine? i wonder

2009-02-26T06:08:00.000-08:00

comments i received for my new hairstyle today:

-cute; kawaii
-chio
-primary sch students
-weird; dun suit me
-japanese girl
-this is nicer den my previous
-mushroom head -.-"

but whatever the case, i find it ugly lors -.-"
shall wait for it to grow back den i will cut again ! hahas.
today nothing much,
just the same old routine;
school study homework.
i seriously cnt hang in there anymore,
can anyone motivate me to move on?

2009-02-25T04:28:00.000-08:00

wah siaooo.
tired bodoh today, and seriously my panda eye is coming out -.-"
had 2.4km run today, which is was so sudden !?
so mentally was already not prepared for it lers,
ran and ran and ran w/ charmaine.
lmao, both of us were there complaining while running lurhs hahas.
at least abit of entertainment ? idk hahas.

and was kinda free this two days i realise?
yesterday didnt had ms tan ws lesson due to her excursion trip.
today only had her 1period math instead of two, and remedials were cancelled after school !!
woohooo~
finally once we didn't stay back and was release on time ! [:
hahas, though it was not likely to happen in the future, but jiayou yy for the CT !!

2009-02-24T06:13:00.000-08:00

OOOOHHHHH NNNNNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!
oh no! T.T went to cut hair and cut the wrong type of fringe !!
ROAR! now super ugly lars!!! i wantt my old fringe back!!!
T.T *sobsob*
shall not put down fringe tml ! super ugly lurhs!

2009-02-21T07:40:00.000-08:00

LET THE PICS DO THE TALKING !

~tired.

2009-02-20T05:06:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAT HUI YI MA`AM !! <3

hahas the highlight of today is the celebration of huiyi ma'am birthday with the whole unit.
bascially, the VIs plans was me and bp keep 'scold' the cadets during the debrief.
and i will ask lexin: "you look kind of bored, so do you have any comments for today?" in a very unhappy tone.
lexin wil then replied in an 'attitude' manner,
and thats when bp come in and scold her.
she aft that say "fine" and walk off.
evonne ma'am will den send hui yi ma'am to 'comfort' her.
which we will then reveal the real story to the sec1s and sec2s while preparing the cake.
all of us laugh like hell siol and chingyee was there keep laughing, that sit direstly behind lexin, make me lose the 'fierce mood' to scold lexin -.-".
so when sharizan ma'am 'escort' hui yi ma'am come,
we sing the bd song !

hahas, was a great trg indeed.
but was sad-ed to found out that sy ma'am is going china for attachment for 5mths ]:
so did a short vid of the whole unit shouting ' we love you, sy ma'am! '

man fut tong visit tomorrow !
followed by a visit to simei and ikea,
with my sex partner [:

2009-02-13T03:48:00.000-08:00

NO POINT !
seriously no point.
dun feel like talking about it.
see how tomorrow goes about.
~~maybe i should not be there in the first place? idk.~~

2009-02-11T06:59:00.000-08:00

YES LARHS !
oh yea oh yea oooooohhhhhhhhhh yyyyyyeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaa !!!!
we got DOUBLE GOLD for eua and community service ! woohoo~
whahahaha muahahhaha ..
hahas, anyway today aft recess we were slacking in th classroom,
whn xing ru suddenly call me "yuying! ms loke call you! "
i was like -.-"
went out, i thought something happen about redcross, idk.
den she said to me we achieve double gold. ^^
hehes, we were so scared previously that we might drop to silver,
but tadah~ GOLD !!
hehes was so happy lurhs.

had trg aft sch today, but the weather seems not to be on our side today.
it kept raining cats and dogs,
thus didnt practise open array drills [so sad ! ]
whatever the case, i trying to get my pain heal before saturday!!!!
at most if it still continue, i might consider taking pain killer before going to the competition ground.
it seem to worsen , aft doing yesterday drills -.-" oh god.

2009-02-10T05:24:00.000-08:00

BOOOOO PEEPS!

looong time never update lers, so my blog is kinda of dead ? lmao.
due to my busy boring life, with all the remedials and stupid stuff .
sometimes were even out till night, so when i reach home was already dead meat.
but whatever the case, my recent life was exciting ? hahas,
yarhs, esp with the coming NATIONAL FOOTDRILL COMPETITION!!
*really worries me if we can make it*

had redcross NFDC trg today, so skip all the remedials.
was okays, but my stupid wound that make my movement inconvenience.
i do not wish to say who hor, you know it yourself lurh.
hahas, shall TRY to update more often !

my mysterious life

2009-01-11T08:06:00.000-08:00

OH NO OH NO OH NOOOOO!

tml is the the release of my chinese olvls result! omgoodness!
though i know i will score VERY badly, but still im very nervous about it siol -.-"
im most probably the last of the class! :X
haiis, nvms relax!
hahas, and i sld also worry about my hwk le barhs,
piling up like mountains sia!
like the more i do, the more it come -.-"
whats the point man.

aniway, today at mac happen-ed alot of stuff.
just want to say sry that i really didnt mean it larhs. ]:
and really piss of with some of them,
wtf/:

like anyother day,
tml is a redcross day. [hais]
its seems no point for me going back now,
guess some of you might know.
but , whatever the case,
i know im a bad leader.

2009-01-04T07:16:00.000-08:00

Told to do this quiz by hweehwa on msn.

o1) My friends- everyone barhs [:
o2) I'm listening to- [none]
o3) Maybe i should learn- to be more hardworking and do my hw
o4) I love- frens, him?
o5) My plan- olvls less then 10.
o6) I don't understand- why ppl always fight over useless stuff.
o7) I lost- a winnie a pooh T.T
o8) People say- i sld relax and not to concentrate in RC too much.
o9) I'm missing- him.
10) Love means- what you feel abt it, as ppl have diff meaning of love [:
11) Somewhere... - ?
12) I'm always searching for- a good course!
13) Forever seems- centuries.
14) I do not want to- let my studies drop T.T
15) My mobile phone- sony ericsson w580i.
16) When i wake up in the morning- it another tiring day .
17) I get annoyed when- people seems so unreasonable, excuse me!
18) Parties are- fun :D
19) Today i- went to work.
20) Tmr i will be- at sch, and of course RC.
21) I really want- to get a good rest, and have freedom.
22) I miss- the time when i was {free?}
23) What is your phone brand?- sony ericsson
24) What's the last 3 digits of your num.?- 470
25) What does the second message in your inbox say? -bleahx.
26) Who was the last person you rang?- him, or he was the one who call me? lols.
27) Who was your last missed call from?- him.
28) What does the oldest message in your inbox say?- merry christmas!`07
29) Who comes after J?- durhh.
30) Go to your sent messages, see what the 10th message say - [nothing]
31) Who is your network provider?- Singtel
32) How many messages are there in your inbox?- 980+++
33) Who do you have on speed dial 3?- [none]
34) If you're using prepaid card, how much credits do they have- Im using line.
35) Who is the first person who comes after C?- Catherine
36) What do you have as your main ringtone?- lame.
37) Pass this quiz to 10 ppl!
-anone who is interested :D

2008-12-27T07:15:00.000-08:00

lbp gay back-view!
doing redcross stuff during recress -.-"

cutiie jasmine!

decided to post some of glorious ramdom pics [: muahahah

will post more!

2008-12-26T07:05:00.000-08:00

CAN THE WORLD STOP FOR ONE SECONDS!?

which i dun think it will, sadly.
OMG, my dearest sec3s, i have some thing to say to you all.
firstly, jacquelyn is so cute, by sending the proposal to me and say merry christmas. thats not the end of it, when i open the file, the head wrote "MY [date] MAN FUT TONG PROPOSAL".
LOL, i know is you did it, but no need to write it on the heading? hahas xD
secondly, is our beloved 2footdrill I/Cs. the moment i online, amir begin 'screaming' at me online and ask about the proposal -.-" excuse, i know you are 'anxious', but need to 'scream' at me marhs? and he even wrote 'chairman!!!! what the curry you talking!!!! '
thirdly, our dearest hh, i know there alot to change, but i hope eu did find joy out of it? like what you wrote in your blog, lmao! why didnt you find joy doing in our annual camp der, ahem. hahas
fourth, errms excuse me, i dunnos is it just over christmas den you all too excited till that you forget the deadline is 25th -.-?

guess glorious will always be glorious? the way that you all are [:

2008-12-24T06:16:00.000-08:00

END OF NFDC TRG`08!

today trg didnt do much, cause me and hweehwa wake up early in the morning to buy the christmas present for saviours <3
den reach fairprice at ard 840+,
was waitin outside like dunnos who with all the aunties and uncles -.-"
its kinda of weird? hahas :X

chop chop buy finish lers den rush go sch,
on the way we still scared that might kena scolding, but never ^^
aniway, whn we start packaging we find sort of buy too much?
hahas, were having alot fun in redcross room while packing [:
aft that cy came and say i was wanted in CEPP coz they were talking abt ghost stories.
went there, told some stories, and it was the givin out of presents!
i think we end off the trg in a quite funny way? :/

walk to cwp with glorious to eat,
den end up me bp gordon amir eatin in banquet while the rest in mac -.-
nvms, crap with the guys quite awhile before went to find the rest.
was sitting in mac when hh say anton sir [papa] is comin!
all of us were super excited, esp hh lurhs! hahas,
but he come den only sit there like actin cool?
never talk, only there smile smile.
hahas, den had some stupid thin goin on in cwp, before we finally decide to go to ecp.

trip to ecp was ok, went to find huiyi ma'am and talk.
den as it was a wet weather, and plus i was already exhausted frm the NFDC trg,
i didnt enjoy much barhs =.=
but nvms, at least can see our mama! hahas

ps: anyone want go www with me and jasmine??

2008-12-19T04:23:00.000-08:00

trg, once again.
was half day trg, den went to RP [agn] to complete the music.
and sharizan ma'am seriously like our mother lurhs *laughs*

went leaving RP,
we all were sudden v kan chiong abt EUA, hahas
den lbp keep want to go home, but we kept him muahahha
den discuss this, that this that.

aniway, blog will be semi-dead.
coz dun feel like blogging that much animore :X